An update regarding my life...

   Well,it has been a while i didnt update my blog,but anyway,here is another updates about my holiday life.Holiday is such a boring one,oftenly have nothing to do,simply wasting my precious time.

   zzzzz,actually i dont know why do i update my blog,since i haven't encountered any eventful thing in my holiday...LOL!!!I shouldn't have said so,but it is damn true..

   In fact,i always live by a quotation of my mum,which is 'Passing your life peacefully and ordinary is kind of luck'.ZZZ,,,But for me,my life is sort of boring one..zzzz

    Anyway,peaceful life will never last long,obstacles and challenges will come to me unstoppably,i mean in future,but not now.

  For an ordinary human being as though me,i deserve an ordinary life,and do a normal living..This is my fate..But the fact is,will it last as long as ever?Noone could know and no one will get me an exactly correct answer,because no one can predict the future...Our future is such an enigma,it is unprecedented and unpredictable...It is damn true to its sense,don't argue with me why,it is true,just nothing but the naked true.

   Sienz....I am going to abide by the consequences since i have been so lazy throughout the year.I have to polish up with my form 4 syllabus.But the very very damn problem that keep nagging me is...


    MY LAZINESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My prediction: Another boring day!

    The year-end holiday is finally started itself officially,i don't need to play truant but staying at home without worrying to receive any warning letters.

   Things are just unpredictable,we are neither god nor Jesus,at this time,i suppose to be having my basketball drill at Taman Ehsan MCA right?But the weather seems like about to rain,so i decided not to go.

    In my prediction,i will spend the whole day to play dota,watch movie by using pp stream.Life is boring,and the real boredom is started from this moment on.Finding no way to lift it away.

   Time for dota,will be updating for more.See ya!And stay tuned for more updates.Have a nice day!

At a lost for word!!

  Have been a 'good' man for quite a long while,offer my help when you are in need,despite all of the blames,the scolds and the inconveniences,but yet i deserve such fate.No choice,since i bear such a great resemblance of my biological parents.But i have to make something crystal clear.Let me apprise you of this,even if you are in need of the help of mine,you have got no door.

   Okay,I am done with the whine of the emotional part.Let's move on to the update of my daily life.Today,i have been in a wedding dinner.Nothing special,boring actually.As for the food,nothing special as well.Before this,i have attended my Chemistry tuition class,and i have encountered transport problems,thanks to my parents,and thanks to Ah Tham,who is willing to fetch me home.A big thank you to you,appreciate it hugely.

   Besides that,i also played dota as usual,having fun as usual.Well,tomorrow i will turn up in the basketball training at MCA,miss that place greatly,hopefully i can perform well in the training tomorrow,and hoping that there will be neither accidents nor bad things happen on me tomorrow.Because i don't want to add some new injury to my body,since i have many,i don't want to be out of action and suffer from the pain.

   Anyway,this might be a boring post,it is already dead of night,so i have to call it a day.Good day people,sweet dream too.

Welcome back,my body!

 It is such a relieve to have my long-deaden leg survived.I can finally come back to the basketball field,and play with the ball freely.Yeah,my leg is fully recovered.Do you know,i have been longing to jump as high as i could,grab the rebounce from tall fella,or jump as high as possible,to avoid from other's blocking and make my jump shot nicely,and listen to the sound of the basketball penetrate through the basket,and then,GOAL!!!


  Those were the sound that i have been missing so greatly and now,i really hope i can put it all into practice.I am awaiting for it,and this is the moment.And it is the time for me to get rid of the  excessive fat in my body,since i have been resting for so long,it is ordinary for me to attach some weight.

   Tomorrow UPSR result will be announced,of course my sister is freaking nervous.As to his study,i have no idea and no comment,i don't know well about his study,but i sincerely hope that she can achieve a good result,hopefully she will get Straight As'...May the god bless her,and all the best to her..

    I have updated twice in the same days.....but it matters not,as long as i have inspiration or anything to share with you all,i will update my blog and share it out..It is so late now,time to call it a day.Stay tuned for more,people.Have a good day,sweet dream too..

2012

   There is many ideas running through my mind after watching '2012'.The movie is plainly about a catastrophic movie.The disasters happen all around the world,there is nowhere safe on the planet Earth.In my opinion,it is sort of warning for human.Recently,our earth is full of pollution,man-made disasters,crime and so on.The movie is as though,reflecting the aftermath of human's deed.If we still perseverate on our recent harmful activities to the earth,the scenario of the movie will soon turn to be bona fide,and we might be suffering.

     To be frank,with the recent technology,i don't think we are able to build such a advanced gigantic craft to save us from those catastrophe and spare our life.As a result,we will soon turn to be dead if the catastrophe like that is really happening.Sayonara is the only words we can say to our loved one.

    By the way,it is just a movie,a friction,it is no veracious.According to the comments from the public,it is quite a well-rated movie,earned RM2billions all around the world after 1 week on cinema.And the comments from all around the world,are quite controversial.The comments are extreme,and the amount of positive feedbacks and the negative feedbacks are almost the same.

  But for me,plainly my own opinion,it is quite a worth-watching movie to watch to.I would rate this movie eight out of ten.

   So that's all for the movie,this is the first movie i watch with my friends during holiday,i am looking forward to the next movie in this holiday.

   That's all for today,have fun,stay tuned for more updates about my holiday.Good day,people!

Review for Form 4

If i were to compare my Form4 life with the previous years,i will definitely say,Form4 is the most useless year throughout my study road as yet.


   In this year,my academic performance had hit the all-time low,wasting my time on playing those stupid computer games,doing things in vain and whatnot.Maybe,this is what they call the 'Honey Moon Year',aye?I am actually extremely remorseful for what i have done in this year.


   Besides,this year,is quite an unfortunate year for me.Apart from my all-time low academic performance,i have also broken the record of the highest frequency of injury and fallen sick.


   I have had my left leg sprained twice,right leg once,and right hand once.Besides,i have been fallen sick for almost 5 or 6 times just in this year!!


   May be i should have listened to my mum's advices,to love myself more,and do take very good care of myself,i shouldn't go beyond the boundaries of my ability in doing a thing,or to win a tournament.Because the consequences that i have to abide by then isn't worth my victory at all.For instance,this year,i have engaged myself in many Distanced Run Tournament.I have a thought before the tournament is started,i keep on reminding myself to try my very very best and not to lose the tournament,since i have paid the participant fee as everyone does,so i should endeavor to get a better result than others.Yes,i won in majority of my Run,i have got a satisfying placing,medal,certificate,but i lose my health.I have been forcing myself too much during the strenous run,and yet i suffer from its side-effect.


    And then,the third lesson i learn in this year is,don't ever push my luck too far on believing in someone that i thing he/she deserve my trust.In this year,i have been sold out by a few friends that use to be a close friend of mine for twice or thrice i have no idea.May be more than that.Anyway,i am not going to bring up those sad things.Let bygones be bygones.


   What's more,what's more about this year??Co-curriculum??Yes,it is a hot topic indeed.In secondary school,apart from study,the next thing to prove our competency or aptitude is co-curriculum.Well,to be frank,it is not a cinch to jugger your time between co-curriculum and study.A good time management is substantial to maintain both study and co-curriculum.For my co-curriculum,i would say,i have done a pretty good job.But i am still a failure because of my low academic performance.But actually my co-curriculum is not that satisfying.I have failed to be on the basketball team due to my twisted right palm,lose in Merentas Desa MSSD,totally due to my damn stomach ache,lose in Choir Peringkat Kebangsaan due to my poor singing,lose in St.john Marching Competition due to my...'last minute' joining?zzz....


    In summary,this year is totally a very bad year for me,i have never been so frustrated before,but this is fair for me to be frustrated,because i simply deserve it.


    Ultimately,I wish every SPM candidates all the best.Hopefully they can pass their exam with flying colour and have  brighter future.


   That's all,thanks for reading,and stay tuned for more updates next.Good bye,people!

Holiday...sort of

   The annually year end holiday is round the corner.Erm,some kind of plan?I have no.

    In my prediction,this will be a boring holiday like the previous holiday.Going nowhere but just staying at home,have tuition,playing basketball,play dota,basketball.That's all what I will do in my holiday.See,i have been doing all these for every year end holiday,nothing special and nothing surprise.
 
   Will this holiday be a surprise?I think no.May be,this will be more boring than previous holiday...

   Nothing to blog about anymore...Have played truant for today,too bored..And going to have choir performance tomorrow and Friday consecutively.On Friday night i will have my tuition,after tuition,get back home and dota till midnight.

   It is so sad that my leg is not recovered at all,i still feel the pain in my leg.Not that soon to get it recovered,it takes some time..

   I can sense the boredom around me even though i am absent school today.Getting up at 11.30am,have had a nice sleep,insomnia not with me.How good...

     Time to call it a day,later i will have my biology class till 4.15.Good bye people,have a nice day.

   And ultimately,HAPPY　BIRTHDAY TO MY BUDDY IN AUSTRALIA,CHU CHONG SHIN..Wish you will have a sweet 16th.All the best and may your dreams come true.

Voiceless

    
    They say unhappiness is no cinch to express,no proper way to tell out but just to get used to live in this callous world which is full of frustration.


      I am voiceless,and i am confused,where is the honesty that we had been a proud owner of?
Come on,it is just an exam,if it is tough,just to admit it,why does everyone must be humble by act?


      This is ironic,they say there is always a conspiracy behind a liar,but i say no.
It should be said in this way,there is always a lame reason behind a liar.And that lame reason is to accommodate the flunker.


   I am seriously at a loose for word,and i am in a seriously bad mood.


  And finally,i realize that,what i had mentioned earlier,it's all become practical for me.


   


   In conclusion,i will quit blogging for a while..How long is the hiatus?I will say,it would be ahead of my death.




   

A confession to my identity

   Notice in advance,this would be a saddening post.And it will far go beyond my limitation of blogging.I will try on the uncharted water,have a try of different style of writing .It might be an ironic one,perhaps you would make no sense of it.Anyway,just for this post,and hopefully i would gain some precious feedback from you all.In fact,it is my confession to something,somewhere,someone and the link.Ok,let's get it started.

First realm,

When a crime happens right in front of you,will you lend the victims a hand?

Or you would rather than standing there as if nothing happen?

When there is a malicious mouth that would disturb you,

will you show him a rude signature or rather than keeping your head?

When you are defamed,what will you do to salvage your reputation?

Would you just let it come what may?Or fight your heart out even though it is working for a peanut?

Second realm,

When there is an altercation between you with your buddy,

will you ever forgive him for his sins or whatever bad he have done to you?

If you were to engage in a public speaking,and one of your foe is in the crowd,

would you take this monumental opportunity to embarrass him?

Or will you just continue your speaking without giving him a care?

If you were to be opted as a leader,and take the central stage,

will you ever misuse your authority and be such a bully?

Third realm,

The truth means the truth,

you have no way to twist it,

you know it certainly.
But there is an awful number of people,
acting as obstinate as a donkey,
twisting the fact vainly,
and gain no good in the end.

When someone that used to be a close buddy of yours has sold you out,
and it mean to hurt you badly,
will you just be lenient and still treat him as as good as in the past?

Final Realm

C can't do his job well,
should C be blamed?

If C's commitment for his job is unacceptably bad,
Should C be blamed?

If B is a piece of land,your motherland,
But it is dominated by C,
And C is not able to rise to the occasion of this sophisticated world,
Should C be blamed?Is B a bad place to live in?

In the core of my heart,
Nothing but the truth,
I love B,as much as ever,
But because of C,i have been misunderstood for years.

A peaceful land,A catastrophe free land,
alive with a handsome number of citizen,
neither too much nor too less,
But yet,conflicts do happen.

        Pity me...
   Tiny me...
  When a rounded ping pong ball were to be alongside with a basketball,an obvious different of size is extremely visible.

   Till then,
Anonymous.

An intuition...

   Exam is ending soon,for me.Tomorrow will be having add math test.It is considered a quite easy subject if be alongside with others.And,there is another 3 papers on the first day of next week,which is Account Paper 1,PJK, and Sivik.

   Well,for me,after tomorrow,i will just enjoy myself heavenly,unwind my stress in many form of entertainment.I won't give a care on Monday exam.It is all over after tomorrow.

   Well,for this exam,i have nothing to comment about.I do badly in some subjects,which i have a faith in it.But surprisingly,some subjects that i don't think i will do well i do well.Such as Chinese and BM.The subjects that i am confident to pass with flying color is Chemistry,Physic,Biology which i have tuition class for each of them.But unfortunately,the three subjects that i have mentioned is the pain in the neck.To be frank,i burned the midnight oil for that three subjects.When i was doing revision,i mange to understand every chapters of it,except for Chemistry.But yet,i can't do in exam,i seriously don't know what the problem is,perhaps i was not giving in my full concentration in them.As to Chemistry,i manage to answer the questions when i was in the tuition class.But when i am at home,and doing revision,i said to myself 'Oh my God'.Why all those familiar terms like equation,formula,chemical bonding and whatnot,was as if a stranger for me at that moment?After that,i try my very best to reminisce what i have learnt in tuition class.After all,i still can't make sense of it...What to do?Sigh in vain..

   Haiz..My academic performance is so bad.I feel so frustrated.Starting revision at the eleventh hour is not an ideal avenue for me anymore,unlike PMR.After undergoing such that circumstances,i realize that PMR is a as easy as falling off a log eventually..

   But fortunately,this is just a school assessment.And it give me a warning in advance.It reminds not to underestimate SPM.SPM is the real test,it acts as a catalyse to further our study in a better University,sort of.

    Anyway,it is 9.55pm now,and i haven't started my revision of add math at all.So,i have to stop here.Happy exam end,and good luck to every Form5 students in the up-coming SPM.May all the best fall upon you.Bye,good night,people.