不快

   不开心，真的很不开心。几个月没加文了，几乎忘了自己有个部落格。知道吗？从年头到现在，我的脑子，都在与是否要加入篮球校队的问题纠撁难分。心中想着，今年是我中学生涯的最后一年了，总得毕业的毫无遗憾吧!但是心有余而力不足。。。

   从年头起，我就被我的脚伤弄得我烦恼不已。但是，当时我的伤势尚算轻微，还可以发挥如常，但是实力却大不如前。于是，在那个时候，我一直在想，我是否应该去选拔校队呢？你懂吗？我妈妈常告诉我，人生最痛苦的事，就是在要或不要之间做决定。尤其是到了这种情况，倘喏我选择漠视我的伤势，参加明天的学联赛。幸运则平安并凯旋归来，没有错，对吗？但是，如果我选择不要冒着个险，好好养伤，与我中学生涯的最后一场学联赛擦声而过，也是没有错，只是我会在我毕业时，留下一个完成不了的小小愿望，留下一道遗憾。但毕竟，打篮球是在我众多的爱好之中最喜欢的一个。但我却无法在这方面得到一个肯定，那种感觉，对你们而言可能无所谓，但是，对我而言，却是有些不开心。

  其实，从我开学至今，我几乎每天都在烦恼着到底要不要打学联赛，但到了今天，我终于可摆脱这个苦恼。但是，心中的那点遗憾，却没办法忘掉。有句话，可把我的心情形容得淋漓尽致，“So near yet so far.”

   其实，我一直以来，都有个毛病，就是不会做决定。其实，如果我果断些，我就不用拖泥带水，搞得自己每天都被这些烦恼纠撁。“做人要当机立断，很多事都没有完全的对或错，当你选折做这样是，肯定会从中得到一些东西，同时也会失去一些东西。只是，你的人太过瞻前顾后，而搞到你这么委屈。男人大丈夫，连一件小事都拿不定主意，将来怎么在社会立足？”这句话，我从中一就听到刚刚我告诉妈妈我退出篮球队的事。

  其实，我一直在想，我连要不要加入篮球队，要不要退出歌咏队，要不要在SPM 拿Account,要不要停我的Biology和add math补习，要不要quit dota等事情都决定不到，试问将来，考完SPM后，有着排山倒海的科系让我选，那么，我不就完了？可能待我作出决定前，其他朋友早已到国外深造了。。

    其实，在我上载此文章之前，我也想过，到底要不要打。打了以后，我可能会觉得我很没用，这么小事也拿来烦。但是，如果我不打，这些问题，这些烦恼，就会一直留在我脑里。但是，我知道我的EQ不高，无法有效地控制我的情绪。所以，我决定不多想了，打就大吧！把我心中的不快取出来。。

    

Diary.

    Recently left ankle was injured badly,but after two weeks of rest,i am almost recovered.

    Frankly,with my fragile ankle like that,my parents would never let me to go for basketball training.But today,i asked for it.Unexpectedly,my mum gave me the green light to go.Well,i was not begging for it,but i am extremely surprised about it.

   Anyway,i told myself that i will take great care of myself,and try not to injure myself.And that's it,good day people.

happy birthday,daphne

    Happy Birthday,Daphne,wish you have a sweet 17,may your wishes come true.

                      

School is about to reopen

    Due to my lack of inspiration and idea in blogging,i haven't been updating my blog for two weeks.As a result,i am going to break this "blogging drought".

    The one-and-half month year-end holidays had passed,and school is going to reopen very soon.Well,in my opinion,i think it is much better to attend school instead of staying at home and doing nothing.

  Tomorrow i will be in the same class,5Murni.And i might be bumping into my old classmates.It is a great news for me,but soon my mood is gloomed by the most crucial exam in our secondary school,SPM.

   Since i have taken form4 as a honey-moon year,so i have to work harder to polish up my form 4 syllabus and form5's as well.Which means to say,form 5 is a very tough year.


   That's all for today...Christmas is drawing nearer and nearer,i am not sure am i going to update my blog during Christmas day,so i wish you all a merry Christmas in advanced.MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE,THANKS FOR READING MY BLOG,HAVE A NICE DAY...

An update regarding my life...

   Well,it has been a while i didnt update my blog,but anyway,here is another updates about my holiday life.Holiday is such a boring one,oftenly have nothing to do,simply wasting my precious time.

   zzzzz,actually i dont know why do i update my blog,since i haven't encountered any eventful thing in my holiday...LOL!!!I shouldn't have said so,but it is damn true..

   In fact,i always live by a quotation of my mum,which is 'Passing your life peacefully and ordinary is kind of luck'.ZZZ,,,But for me,my life is sort of boring one..zzzz

    Anyway,peaceful life will never last long,obstacles and challenges will come to me unstoppably,i mean in future,but not now.

  For an ordinary human being as though me,i deserve an ordinary life,and do a normal living..This is my fate..But the fact is,will it last as long as ever?Noone could know and no one will get me an exactly correct answer,because no one can predict the future...Our future is such an enigma,it is unprecedented and unpredictable...It is damn true to its sense,don't argue with me why,it is true,just nothing but the naked true.

   Sienz....I am going to abide by the consequences since i have been so lazy throughout the year.I have to polish up with my form 4 syllabus.But the very very damn problem that keep nagging me is...


    MY LAZINESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My prediction: Another boring day!

    The year-end holiday is finally started itself officially,i don't need to play truant but staying at home without worrying to receive any warning letters.

   Things are just unpredictable,we are neither god nor Jesus,at this time,i suppose to be having my basketball drill at Taman Ehsan MCA right?But the weather seems like about to rain,so i decided not to go.

    In my prediction,i will spend the whole day to play dota,watch movie by using pp stream.Life is boring,and the real boredom is started from this moment on.Finding no way to lift it away.

   Time for dota,will be updating for more.See ya!And stay tuned for more updates.Have a nice day!

At a lost for word!!

  Have been a 'good' man for quite a long while,offer my help when you are in need,despite all of the blames,the scolds and the inconveniences,but yet i deserve such fate.No choice,since i bear such a great resemblance of my biological parents.But i have to make something crystal clear.Let me apprise you of this,even if you are in need of the help of mine,you have got no door.

   Okay,I am done with the whine of the emotional part.Let's move on to the update of my daily life.Today,i have been in a wedding dinner.Nothing special,boring actually.As for the food,nothing special as well.Before this,i have attended my Chemistry tuition class,and i have encountered transport problems,thanks to my parents,and thanks to Ah Tham,who is willing to fetch me home.A big thank you to you,appreciate it hugely.

   Besides that,i also played dota as usual,having fun as usual.Well,tomorrow i will turn up in the basketball training at MCA,miss that place greatly,hopefully i can perform well in the training tomorrow,and hoping that there will be neither accidents nor bad things happen on me tomorrow.Because i don't want to add some new injury to my body,since i have many,i don't want to be out of action and suffer from the pain.

   Anyway,this might be a boring post,it is already dead of night,so i have to call it a day.Good day people,sweet dream too.